The Gospel of John · Day 9 of 21
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He answered and said, Whether he be a sinner or no, I know not: one thing I know, that, whereas I was blind, now I see.
Picture a man who has never once seen a sunrise. He was born into darkness, not the darkness of a bad night, but the darkness of every single day of his life. He sits by the road, begging, and the disciples walk past him and ask a theological question: whose sin caused this? Jesus will have none of it. He reframes everything in a single breath: this man's blindness is not a punishment, it is a canvas. God is about to paint something glorious.
Jesus spits on the ground, makes clay, and anoints the man's eyes. It is a strange, earthy miracle, the Son of God using dust and saliva, the same raw materials of creation. He then sends the man to wash in the pool of Siloam, which John tells us means "Sent." The man goes, washes, and comes back seeing. Notice that he obeys before he can see the one who healed him. Faith often works exactly that way, we move toward what Jesus says before we fully understand who He is.
What happens next is almost comical in its tragedy. The neighbors can't believe it's the same man. The Pharisees haul him in for questioning, twice, because the healing happened on the Sabbath. They interrogate his parents. They call Jesus a sinner. And through every round of questioning, this once-blind beggar grows bolder. He starts with "A man that is called Jesus" and ends, after Jesus finds him again, falling at His feet and saying, "Lord, I believe" (John 9:38). The man who could not see becomes the clearest-eyed person in the whole chapter.
Here is the thing worth sitting with today: the Pharisees could see perfectly well and remained utterly blind, while the beggar in the dirt received both physical sight and spiritual sight in the same afternoon. Jesus said, "I am the light of the world" (John 9:5). Light does not negotiate with darkness, it simply arrives and darkness retreats. Whatever has kept you in the dark, doubt, shame, a wound you've carried for years, Jesus is not asking you to explain it first. He is asking you to go and wash.
Pause & reflect
The blind man's faith grew step by step through the chapter, from calling Jesus 'a man' to calling Him 'Lord.' Where are you in that journey of recognizing who Jesus truly is?
The Pharisees were so certain they could see that they could not receive new sight. Is there an area of your life where your certainty might actually be closing you off to what God wants to show you?
Today, is there one act of obedience, one 'go and wash', that Jesus has been asking of you before you feel ready? What would it look like to take that step today?
A prayer for today
Lord, I confess that I have sometimes been more like the Pharisees than the blind man, so sure of what I see that I miss what You are doing. Open my eyes today as only You can. I believe; help thou mine unbelief, and let me fall at Your feet as one who has truly seen You.